{"id":1794,"date":"2022-01-15T13:31:50","date_gmt":"2022-01-15T19:31:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cassienooyen.com\/blog\/?p=1794"},"modified":"2022-01-15T13:31:50","modified_gmt":"2022-01-15T19:31:50","slug":"somehow-i-only-have-one-left","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cassienooyen.com\/blog\/somehow-i-only-have-one-left\/","title":{"rendered":"Somehow I Only Have One Left"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>In just over a week, I will embark on the start of my last semester of senior year of college. It&#8217;s been such a wild ride and it&#8217;s insane to think it&#8217;s almost over. Over the past semester, I&#8217;ve realized how much I will miss so many parts of college, a few things in particular. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2>Last Semester<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>Looking back at last semester, it was hectic, to say the least, but there were moments that I will remember forever. There were still some moments I wish I could take back to focus on what really matters.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My biggest advice for younger college students is to learn how to say &#8220;no&#8221; to those who ask you to do something when you are overwhelmed. Obviously don&#8217;t always say no, but truly make sure you can say yes before you can commit to something. Because of my struggle to say no to certain people, I became the president of three different clubs this past semester, and that was incredibly difficult. To top that off, I was also in four lab-based classes, meaning I was in class for upwards of 21 hours of class a week (the typical would be around 12-15) and working around 15 hours a week.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It was way too late for me to realize I had jumped too far into the deep end. My semester seemed to be just one long to-do list.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Let&#8217;s just say I&#8217;m proud I survived and I did end up getting a 4.0 for the semester. Looking back, I&#8217;m not sure it was worth it. I care way too much about my grades and the stress they give me cost me a lot of fun nights. Almost every movie night I was doing homework, every weekend consisted of long nights in the lab, and I would study so long I would forget (or choose not to) eat for way too many hours. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hope the nights I decided to put away the homework and enjoy an adventure with the roommates, or be present for those around me are the ones I am going to remember instead of what my score was on one exam for one random class.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am incredibly proud of myself for how hard I work and the results achieved, but I also have to look at what I am sacrificing for these achievements and my motivation behind working so hard for them. Making sure I have my priorities aligned is a huge part of what I want to work on this semester and going forward after graduation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2>On a happier note<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>What helped me to get through the chaos of this past semester was 100% percent who was around me. My roommates, my emotional support sophomore, friends, professors, coworkers, etc., were all there making sure I was okay and doing my best. They each deserve to be saints for putting up with me and making me the best person I can be. From the bottom of my heart, they are who and what I will miss most when I leave SNC in Spring.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2>Looking Forward<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>I want to enjoy as much of the next semester as possible, especially the little moments I know I will miss. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Over my college career, so many people on campus have supported and helped me get to where I am today and they are also the people I won&#8217;t forget.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3>My Computer Science Family<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>This semester has taught me how much I am going to miss the CS department at SNC, especially my emotional support sophomore, Ali. I came into college as a CS major, and I think it was one of the best decisions I&#8217;ve made. Each professor was always there for support and my classmates made me even slightly enjoy the long nights in the lab. I will miss Christmas time in the lab the most and I will easily say CS is the best department at the college.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3>Working for Tech Bar<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve had the joy of working for the Academic Technology team since my freshman year and for Tech Bar since my sophomore year. I love the whole team and am thankful I&#8217;ve been able to work with them for my whole college career. They always know how to make me laugh or lighten my mood during long days. I know it&#8217;s very uncommon, so I&#8217;m thankful to say when I graduate I&#8217;m going to miss my job.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3>My Roommates<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>Last but definitely not least are my incredible roommates. I am one of the luckiest people ever that I never had any roommate issues and I&#8217;ve only ever roomed with my three current roommates. Coming from someone who has struggled their whole lives with friendships, I know with them, I have found my forever friends. Each of them is the sister I never had and has made me the best version of myself. Living with them is the main reason I want May never to come&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>These next few months are going to be filled with many bittersweet moments and I am going to try to do everything possible to soak them all in.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In just over a week, I will embark on the start of my last semester of senior year of college. It&#8217;s been such a wild ride and it&#8217;s insane to think it&#8217;s almost over. Over the past semester, I&#8217;ve realized how much I will miss so many parts of college, a few things in particular. Last Semester Looking back at last semester, it was hectic, to say the least, but there were moments that I will remember forever. There were still some moments I wish I could take back to focus on what really matters. My biggest advice for younger college students is to learn how to say &#8220;no&#8221; to those who ask you to do something when you are overwhelmed. Obviously don&#8217;t always say no, but truly make sure you can say yes before you can commit to something. Because of my struggle to say no to certain people, I became the president of three different clubs this past semester, and that was incredibly difficult. To top that off, I was also in four lab-based classes, meaning I was in class for upwards of 21 hours of class a week (the typical would be around 12-15) and working around 15 hours a week. It was way too late for me to realize I had jumped too far into the deep end. My semester seemed to be just one long to-do list. Let&#8217;s just say I&#8217;m proud I survived and I did end up getting a 4.0 for the semester. Looking back, I&#8217;m not sure it was worth it. I care way too much about my grades and the stress they give me cost me a lot of fun nights. Almost every movie night I was doing homework, every weekend consisted of long nights in the lab, and I would study so long I would forget (or choose not to) eat for way too many hours. I hope the nights I decided to put away the homework and enjoy an adventure with the roommates, or be present for those around me are the ones I am going to remember instead of what my score was on one exam for one random class. I am incredibly proud of myself for how hard I work and the results achieved, but I also have to look at what I am sacrificing for these achievements and my motivation behind working so hard for them. Making sure I have my priorities aligned is a huge part of what I want to work on this semester and going forward after graduation. On a happier note What helped me to get through the chaos of this past semester was 100% percent who was around me. My roommates, my emotional support sophomore, friends, professors, coworkers, etc., were all there making sure I was okay and doing my best. They each deserve to be saints for putting up with me and making me the best person I can be. From the bottom of my heart, they are who and what I will miss most when I leave SNC in Spring. Looking Forward I want to enjoy as much of the next semester as possible, especially the little moments I know I will miss. Over my college career, so many people on campus have supported and helped me get to where I am today and they are also the people I won&#8217;t forget. My Computer Science Family This semester has taught me how much I am going to miss the CS department at SNC, especially my emotional support sophomore, Ali. I came into college as a CS major, and I think it was one of the best decisions I&#8217;ve made. Each professor was always there for support and my classmates made me even slightly enjoy the long nights in the lab. I will miss Christmas time in the lab the most and I will easily say CS is the best department at the college. Working for Tech Bar I&#8217;ve had the joy of working for the Academic Technology team since my freshman year and for Tech Bar since my sophomore year. I love the whole team and am thankful I&#8217;ve been able to work with them for my whole college career. They always know how to make me laugh or lighten my mood during long days. I know it&#8217;s very uncommon, so I&#8217;m thankful to say when I graduate I&#8217;m going to miss my job. My Roommates Last but definitely not least are my incredible roommates. I am one of the luckiest people ever that I never had any roommate issues and I&#8217;ve only ever roomed with my three current roommates. Coming from someone who has struggled their whole lives with friendships, I know with them, I have found my forever friends. Each of them is the sister I never had and has made me the best version of myself. 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